Blow My Candle Out

Posted: November 20, 2017 in Uncategorized

For people like me surviving to suffer through another day is a constant battle. We can all tolerate the occasional bad hand, but when you have to constantly navigate this fucked up life working with a shitty hand one tends to draw a line in the sand that once crossed then we know it’s time to fold. I am fucking sick of shitty hands and should have folded years ago. 

So bid me adieu it’s been a shitty ride no one should endure and plans are in place to get off this shitty ride. 

  1. Shari Hanson says:

    NO. please keep fighting.. .What do you have to lose to keep fighting? Do not allow the demons to win. You are stronger than them.

  2. …been awhile… wondering how you are doing…

    • Thank you for checking in. I am not all that great. My doctors are under medicating me which has caused my mind to implode. Add in the absence of holistic medicine (skunky funky green) anxiety worse agoraphobia is crippling. I abandoned my blog after feeling content with my final words which was supposed to be my last post. Long comment short I was too weak to end it leaving me to feel embarrassed

  3. Louise Babb says:

    In spite of the challenging hand dealt to you and the mental afflictions you deal with 24/7, I just wanted to say I believe you have a Brilliant mind and talent in your writing (you are an artist). If you are still with us humans here on earth, I hope you will seriously study reincarnation and investigate the University of Virginia’s Medical School study on reincarnation at their Division of Perceptual Studies and the seminal work of Dr. Ian Stevenson. In doing so you will find that there is no shortcut and those who take their lives reincarnate again for a do-over. Please read the evidence before taking yourself out of this life, for as difficult as it has been for you, I’m certain, on a soul level, there has been massive, massive growth. Also I highly recommend An Unquiet Mind and Touched By Fire by Dr. Kay Jamison, as well as the works of Dr. Brian Weiss, M.D. I hope you are still here to read this.

  4. Bolo Marck says:

    Are you ok? Still alive? In my opinion, there is no shame in deciding to live another day. The survival instinct is strong.

  5. r168 says:

    Hi, I have gone through very similar things, being homeless etc.
    I’m doing well now and I hope you are too.
    Is there anyway I can get in touch with you please?

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