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If you consume conservative news, I am sure you heard how the Democrats are allowing late abortions up to and right after birth. This is a lie that has been told over and over until their viewers believe and repeat fox’s talking points.

It makes me sad that we are so divided resulting in a large portion literally live in a fantasy land. It actually terrifies me. We are doomed

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I make it a point to consume as much news coming from the left, right, and center. I feel it’s the only way to clearly see the dangers coming from the right. I remember when Kelly Ann Conway uttered the words “alternative facts.” In the real world there are facts. These facts are truths, now if someone says “alternative facts” it is a way to lie to dumb people.

This brings me to Sean Hannity one of the most prolific propagandist on the right. To see proof of this listen to the texts between Hannity and Kevin Mccarthy. Hannity reaches a lot of people who believes what he is flogging is truth. A member of the press got caught colluding with a government official to establish talking points. It blows my mind how the right has programmed their viewers to only believe them because everyone else is lying to you. Don’t believe what your seeing with your own eyes and hearing with your own ears is the talking point. Just like a cult they cut off you off from family, friends, and ultimately the truth.

The thing that infuriates me when Hannity caters to the lowest common denominator, by inserting scary buzzwords into topics such as “Hunter Bidens Laptop From Hell.” Do you ever ask yourself why does Hannity do this? You add this with consistently repeating the same thing over and over again and you have yourself some good old-fashioned Nazi party propaganda.

The only reason the republican party is still relevant is they dine on people who will constantly vote against their own interests. I think the new misinformation crackdown is a good thing. I am all for freedom of speech until that speech becomes dangerous the whole can’t yell fire in a theater. There should be advisories before during and after a fox and other right wing news outlets stating what you are hearing is not news it is opinion and contains lies. Other countries do this and some have even banned fox news because it is destructive to divide a people and create two different realities in which to live.

Cancel culture has taken over in the media. The right is complaining because people on the right are getting sued, losing jobs, and just overall finally being held accountable for their lies.

First I cant take anyone seriously when they are complaining they are being censored while simultaneously speaking to millions of people.

I find it amusing that a party that is so gun-ho on capitalism is complaining about this. People are not being canceled they are losing their jobs or platform because the market dictates it. A company has every right to cut ties with those that will harm their brand. That’s our businesses making these decisions not our government.

I havent written on here in years. Its not because I had nothing to say, its my ability to say it. After 2 rounds of ECT my brain hasn’t been the same. I apologize if this is a bit disorganized.

Over the last four years I have been closely following the madness that has become our country. I have consumed all forms of media from both sides to try and figure out why we no longer exist within a shared reality.

Trump, Fox, and right wing media has managed to convinced its viewers that they are the only ones they can trust, and everyone else lies. This has divided the country and families. I no longer have a relationship with my dad because he thinks I am brainwashed by Communist China because I support things like a fifteen dollar minimum wage, and Universal Healthcare.

Its a classic cult technique to isolate its members until they have been locked in the same eco chamber. They constantly push fear mongering because those who are afraid are easier to manipulate. Add in their stupid phrases and names such as “Russian Collusion Delusion” “Sleepy Joe” and the many others you hear from people like Sean Hannity and Rush Limbaugh catering to the lowest common denominator. They are constantly repeating the same phrases over and over until people believe them as facts.

I could go on but I am not sure if what I have already written makes any sense.

Blow My Candle Out

Posted: November 20, 2017 in Uncategorized

For people like me surviving to suffer through another day is a constant battle. We can all tolerate the occasional bad hand, but when you have to constantly navigate this fucked up life working with a shitty hand one tends to draw a line in the sand that once crossed then we know it’s time to fold. I am fucking sick of shitty hands and should have folded years ago. 

So bid me adieu it’s been a shitty ride no one should endure and plans are in place to get off this shitty ride. 

I just came across this quote and it gave me a mild thinkgasim. I consider myself a theologian and I am shocked I have never explored this concept as it pertains to the divine. I asked myself if I were God would I want to take credit for this world and the perpetuating evil conducted by the “men made in his likeness” I would say fuck that blame it on the intern and live to corrupt another day. 

There is some debate on which speech was his undoing. I wanted to add this one, personally I believe it is more powerfull than the one I posted earlier. I know I talked that one up quite a bit. 

I normally never do 2 posts in a day but feel this one is relevant enough to add. I also want to say I am proud of myself for being able to write daily again. I appreciate your readership and support.

In my opinion John F Kennedy is the greatest President to ever lead a country, and it is a tragedy he was killed. This is an eye opening speech when you can see how prophetic people can be. 

No one understand that whomever is up there hates me. It’s crazy for anybody to stick their necks out for me, because after all the misery I’ve caused… I’m not worth it. But everyone is so determined to be altruistic. They can’t… Won’t see that. God only knows the pain I am in. My failures to be “sane” is just more blame to be cut into my final tally. 

I have people who loved me, does that not count for something? The first rule of the universe, you watch out for number one. Soft emotions are just what your enemy uses against you. Friends, family… they all end up pawns in this Cosmic game of chess… and the secret to Life Is Knowing When to say “game over.” I don’t need to kill myself, quite soon I’ll be pulled into the negative sphere of my mind… and simply explode. I am already in terminal descent… farewell.

I have seen worlds die, most die by their own star. Some worlds are murdered the clock ticks. What begins must, end the newly-born contain the seeds of their own destruction. Those of us who accept what comes to all we live in freedom and die in grace. For those who fear and deny death, becomes deaths slave. The destructive seed within them turns outward.

They… we… become killers. By accident,  or by intent. Does it really make a difference? We become killers of spirit… then killers of flesh.

I was deaths undying servant I wore a servant’s mask I was above death slave. I was innocent of the murders. I followed a higher order until my orders were lies. This blood now on my hands. I have done this I was deaths herald. I am herald no more. I become death, the destroyer of worlds. 

My mind becoming the mechanism of destruction is unfortunate. Is it more unfortunate for non-human lifeforms to share man’s fate? We mourn their suffering, it will be brief. I mourn your suffering. I will endure… a little longer

I once lived. I once breathed. I felt pain, I lost them just as I have lost everything. 

There is a malignant force where a shadow once was. It isn’t death. Life can withstand death… Life transcends death. Nor does the evil reside in nature, nature is not the foundation. Nature is the movement, the interplay wind, fire, water, sound and fury signifying nothing… it’s only death, and I am not afraid of death. The atrocities I have done, I cannot undo.

We have yet to create a god to change this. I refuse to accept what IS. The will is already accomplished. The malignancy speaks to the masses how a man has butchered paradise. The land stinks with the blood of the murdered, the seas reek of their poisons, their fumes cloud the heavens. The masses confronted with their evil realize if confronted would we allow ourselves to colonize pristine planets. Would you allow us to spread our filth to the stars?

Why are we blinded by our insatiable hunger for greed that glutz itself on the lifeblood of worlds, of monsters who consume and consume until nothing is left. I loathe what we have become our future terrifies me.

I see a society of monsters followed by malignant shadows I know so well. Monsters don’t love as men do, we don’t sacrifice as men do we don’t know beauty or joy or friendship as men do. Our monsters are creatures of Illusion and fear. Fearing love… we hate… fearing death we kill. I am altogether mad yet persuasive. If the weak-willed heard my madness they would call it wisdom as a result lunacy leaps from mind to mind and a whole world tilts towards suicide. 

Mankind is mad this is true but the madness does not come form me If madness is the providence of men alone, then how can I explain my own insanity. I am no different from them. I lost my better nature and became a monsters puppet I have caused great harm. Is it too late to be redeemed?

When our madness finds the keys are actions prolong human torment and our own. We will not suffer for one man to live. We will destroy our creation. If compelled anyone can destroy me, they have that power. The greatest joy is to no longer fear death. When the fear of death diminishes, no one has power over me.

In my heart let me be reborn. Let my mind be purified. Let me bind myself to more than nothing… someone… something not unwillingly as I have… but by choice. 

I am dying like one of the old gods of men whose sacred blood was spilled to perpetuate a better and renewed life. We know sacrifice. Our first born on the altar, there is our human love. They will not thank you… I will suffer in vain